But I guess I’m not.
Yet another loss for my field hockey team. This is one of THE most discouraging things. It’s not even that we haven’t won a game yet. It’s the fact that I started every game until these past two. FRESHMEN have been getting more playing time than me. I played about six to eight minutes in each half. May I remind you that a half is 30 minutes. Do the math.
It doesn’t help to have ONE person on your team that is completely tearing it apart. One girl in particular thinks she that she is the SHIZ. She said to me yesterday “My camera man is coming to the game tomorrow!!!” She’s trying to get recruited. And I say Good luck to ya hun. You’re gonna need it. God I (and the rest of my teammates) could go on and on and on about this subject. I digress.
But my parents are pissed too. They are making me talk to my coach and if I don’t, they will. And that’s all I need. I’m not the person who is 100% upfront about their feelings. I’m shy when it comes to things like that. So it’s definately going to be hard talking to coach tomorrow. I just want to know if there is something I did, or didn’t do, to deserve to warm the bench with freshmen.